I can’t keep doing this all the time. I try to understand where my friends are coming from, and try to explain my position to them, but it keeps coming back to the same issue: I have bigger worries than whether or not I can hang out or have people over. I have a house to pay for, pets to manage, bills to pay, and I work 6 days a week. Granted, it’s not a difficult job and I still have lots of spare time during the afternoons, but I simply do not have the time or gas to be able to do some things.
It gets more and more frustrating every time I get into a fight over it too. I can’t explain it to them, it will all sound like excuses because they just haven’t been there. Some of them, I don’t know if they will ever get there. But even if they don’t understand. I wish they’d at least understand I have my reasons.
Fuck I’m tired of being an adult already and I’m not even there yet.
